Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Pain


As a slave I get punished from time to time. Sometimes I also get beaten with the belt or whipped just because he can. Don't get me wrong. This is not a bad thing! This is what I want. I love it!
 

When he punishes me I'm grateful for it. Grateful that he disciplines me, that he trains me and teaches me to be a good slave. When I'm done he holds me, comforts me.

I take pride in pushing my pink limits a bit when it comes to punishment. It's supposed to hurt. Both physically and mentally. It's supposed to teach me a lesson. So I hang in there. I cry and I squirm. He trusts me to let him know if it's too much for me. I love that he does that. I love that he doesn't freak out when I cry or scream out in pain. That he lets me have a few seconds to pull myself together if I need it. And then continues. I love it when he does that. It makes me respect him even more than I already do.

It seems like not all Dominants get that. Get that crying and begging is NOT the same as saying the safeword. That makes it harder to receive punishment. When you know that he'll stop if you let him know that it hurts. Hello? It's SUPPOSED to hurt!
So I love it when Master doesn't stop when I cry, cringe, swear or whimper. It says a lot about him as a Man, about his self confidence and sense of integrity. It makes me proud of being able to call myself his slave.